Things I miss

I miss...
- going to the zoo with Matthew
- feeding the fishes at Botanic Gardens, jus Matthew and me
- jus me in the car with Matthew, going somewhere, anywhere
- jus two of us at home, though sometimes Matthew can really drive me crazy
- carrying Matthew; I can't carry him for at least 3 months because of C-section wound
- going to the market with Matthew for his fav chee cheong fan breakfast
- his constant "nagging", going "Mama lai, Mama this, Mama that"; these days the sensible side of him won't do that, as he knows Mama got to carry Jo
- simply miss Matthew when I saw him climbing into my dad's car and going off this morning...

I MISS MY FIRSTBORN...